NIN...and more By Ron Cummings

I just went out the other day to buy some music and some DVD's.. I really had no clue what I wanted, I just wanted something... I sometimes know what I want until I get to the store, then I go blank.. I happened to be walking down the isle and I happened upon a CD that brought back memories..It is called Nine Inch Nails, The cd is titled Broken. Travis loved this cd. I bought him all the tapes by this group when I was in high school, but he loved this one tape. He loved the one song "Wish." So, needless to say I bought all 7 NIN cds there.. I was going down the DVD isle a bit later that day and crossed some of his favorite movies, so naturally I grabbed them to..He loved Brandon Lee. He too met an untimely death. Now there probly both up in heaven together.. What I bought was The Crow, and Rapid Fire.. Those two movies Trav and I watched a 100 times. So, now when I watch them, I'm by myself and I hope, and think that maybe he's by me, watching also. I never really thought much of angels, or the afterlife or any of that..I think I, like alot of people, don't really want to die and are scared of it., but now I kind of feel like I am not as scared because I knew Trav well. I loved him like a big brother. When my time comes, I feel that he will be my person guide to wherever I am going. He will be my bright light at the end of the tunnel, his voice will be the one I hear telling me not to be scared anymore. I now can think of angels, heaven, and kind of embrace death in a not so fearing way. He will guide all of us. I will miss him until then.. Ron