A Letter to Liz From Ron Cummings

There are days where all I do is think of Trav. Then theres days where, I have only a few moments to think of him, because I am really busy in the construction industry. I have the hardest time, STILL, to this day, only months after his death... I dont want to belive it. I really.. can't belive it. It's so hard for me. He was my friend. My bud, My pal,... We did so much.. But then I stop.. In my darkest moment.... I think of Liz. His mom. She lost her beautiful son. Her first born. Her best friend. She still finds away to see the world turn. She finds away to see that no matter what, the sun will shine again. Out of all this pain, out of all this hurt, she can still see some beauty to keep on going. When I think of this, I know that I can go on. She has lost more than I could have... I hope, pray that I never have to feel that loss. For I know that I am not as strong as her. Liz, you get all my respect, for beng as strong as you are. I wish I had half of what you have. I miss you and Troy.. love you best wishes and take care.   Ron